Sundays are for rest, and today was a quiet, restful day.
While Caron took the older girls to a birthday party today, Amber and Ryan stayed home with me. Ryan helped me with Amber’s exercises, making sure nothing was in her way as we walked around, and giving her something to reach for while stretching the arms. Steady progress as her confidence and balance grows, walking more, holding onto the table as she goes (with me hovering no more than 2 inches away, of course).
It’s challenging for me. We cheer her on, make a big deal out of each positive step. But it tears me up inside, watching this six year old’s strength and determination. Amber shouldn’t have to relearn to walk, to move. But she keeps at it, determined to keep progressing. I don’t know if I’d have the same determination in her place; at the very least, I’d have a few meltdowns along the way, crying over how unfair this is. But she doesn’t stop, doesn’t meltdown – she just keeping going, and does so with a smile.
I pray she keeps this determination and strength, and happiness. Tomorrow is the third day of radiation therapy, the third day of attacking the whale. And there are many days of this ahead. So we rest today, and get back at it tomorrow.
Stay strong and keep moving forward. Nobody, no family, no child should have to go through this. It’s wrong and unfair. Amber is fighting hard; acknowledge her work and follow her lead because she’s a warrior!! Go, Amber!
Stay strong, brother. ❤
We are continually praying for all of you. God is good!
My heart goes out to you Matt and Caron as you watch Amber go through all this. She’s amazing! God is helping her deal with all of this, it’s evident. You are going one day, one moment at a time. That’s all one can handle. My prayers continue. For her, for you, for your kiddos and the extended family! And for Amber’s friends too!
If you all feel up to it, please come by the ED tomorrow after your appointment. I’m working all day and would love to see you and Amber (as would many of our staff)!
🌸✝️ Praying step by step God will bring complete healing to Amber.
May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. Romans 15:13✝️💜
We love you,Amber!!! Academy girls are praying in class every day!!!